*Note, its been a long time since I have written like this and the time has come, for a lot that has been integrated to be let free.
In this world we live in being either gender can be challenging, there is massive controls, manipulation and suppression all around, but for part of the separation of the gender, the power and patriarchal institutions for a women, it can be a very rough ride.
I want to share with you the harsh truth and the amazing future we are thriving into, for the success of those courageous and amazing women who went before us.
When I was a little girl, I was very sensitive, the fighting in my family really hit me deep, I really struggled to push things under the rug, and move on from arguments, disrespect and abuse, like most of my siblings did. Now don’t get me wrong, this isn’t a victim story, for me or for women.
My mum was an amazing example of strength, she was a brave brave women, giving birth to 6 children, than becoming single while pregnant with 5 when I was only 4. My mum was amazing, but for all these kids, low income, no financial aid from my dad, out of fear and pride, and continued abuse thrown at her after this, from his perspective of a hurt child being abandoned, when he was naughty – physical and emotional abuse, unconscious wounds from his youth and upbringing – he couldn’t see the results and impact his reactions had on my mum or us and effectively the connection and added challenge on both, as well as on his own life. But this story is one like many, from the archetypal play of his -story, that has been playing out for a very long time, longer than most will allow themselves to believe. The sad thing is, all in this story are hurt, and suffering, doing their best, especially the little girl at four, falling off the swing and hurting herself, and going to cry and her mum looking at her from a distance and staring, but not moving or expressing what is going on, in this child’s mind, she is on her own now……..
Many things occur when we are young, things which effect us, most of us unconsciously our whole lives, story; his or hers, playing out again and again, through ancestors like a curse. Sexual abuse, physical abuse, emotional abuse, usually being silenced, mostly the women, because in our society, the feminine is weak and should not be heard, she should be submissive. But this is all changing, each day more and more women and men, speak up of the results in their reality of the wrongs being done in this world, because of the ego driven, thinking priority conscious masses, who have been put in a trap, a reoccurring hell to some.
I could say #metoo, yes, as a child – memories suppressed from the boy next store touching me and than someone seeing and the guilt of society being forced into that child, like they are bad, they did something wrong – as an adult – leaving my body, after he didn’t stop when I said no many times, he didn’t even think he did anything wrong, like I owed him. – it’s ingrained deep, the game of duality, of suppress the goddess, the wisdom, the darkness, the power of the womb, they say she is weak, but they also fear her, truth and her power, if she ever realizes it and how it will effect them, their actions, behavior and oh how they might have to wake up and actually change.
But this isn’t for me, this is for the feminine everywhere. Now at nearly 30 years of age, after again putting the boy first, flying half way across the world, to be with someone, who I never met, but my intuition guided me here. For what? After a few months in separate rooms, the same story playing out again. Is is His-story? Her-story? My story or yours? Is it any different? until we release these stories, send them love, share them with pride for the courage we have to be here, to go through the challenges, the pain and find the peace and light through the torture and darkness, that love usually gets us into. But is that really love? At first it always feels like love, you open your heart, feel the potential, feel the excitement, even as a conscious person, knowing you have done many years of self love and inner work, could you finally be done with all the abuse, unhealthy relationships and karma? and than, the same ancestral story, he closes off, he rejects you, as he rejects himself, and his inner god and goddess, the power of love, if real, is not for the faint of heart. The light will shine on your shadows, and most of us, tend to run from our shadows.
The signs of true love are all there, telepathy, synchronicity, deep love, care and desire to be united as one, you want the same things, you have had the same experiences, you feel so connected, and than……… The truth comes out, you are too this, or too that, and all the self sabotage comes to the surface, for both of you, you clash, and even when you have come to some space, integration and peace, their is still something missing. You go back to loving self, as a women, who puts nurturing others first. As the mother sex, the birthing, main care giving archetype. you have so much love, naturally you want to give it, but when that person is closed off afraid, in judgement and hurting, they have nothing to give you but their pain, which looks like all the reasons why you are not good enough, even if they really love you and want to be with you deep down. But this is the typical story. Sometimes, this plays out with the guy over giving and a hurt girl who can’t trust, who takes to feel healed and full, and never feels enough, and feels they have nothing to give, and closes off their heart, their life force and their potential for true intimacy and union.
Now I am sure most of you have been heart broken before, most of us associate love with pain, so we are closed, and then when the little love and attention shows up and we open a bit, we get addicted, burn it out, and get stuck in lust or fantasies of perfect and forever, to be hurt, betrayed or hit with the reality of how little we know how to honor and respect ourselves, as we haven’t often been taught to do this by anyone. And the cycle continues.
As I reflect over my much needed time in a room, to myself, in the nurturing country of Mexico, I move over these stories, of abandonment, rejection, abuse and pain, I wonder what would happen, if me opening my heart wasn’t attached to my perspective or desire and attachment for someone else to behave a certain way for me to be the loving person we naturally can be, all the time, starting with self. It is easy to create stories about how our pain is because of an outside force, someone else, something else, but us, but the truth is, when we close our heart off, which is a choice, we close off the wisdom the connection and our bliss, we close of the connection to mother nature, to our inner goddess and out true potential for happiness and real love.
I know it can be challenging to forgive, to stop blaming outside forces for these pains and feelings of not being safe inside us, but the pain is not from opening our hearts, it’s from expecting anyone else to be completely healed and healthy all the time, and are prepared to know how to treat us, better than we often treat ourselves. I see in my divine mirror the hurt and rejection of self, the way he negatively judges his body, not living up to the expectations of society, taking on the karmic pattern of his father, being judgmental of women and their bodies, feeling disconnected from his divine inner goddess, as his dad judged his mum, and other women, from the programming he too received, as he than takes of the ancestral karma, being focused and stuck in the five senses of this 3d plane, when we really are multidimensional beings. As my dad judged my mums body, and physically hurt her from his pain, as I have seen in my great great grandfather doing the same to my great great grandmother, as my beloved soul mirror, tries to point out to me that my face doesn’t look how he wants it too and how the photos I take of myself are misleading to the other angles of how I look in his eyes, crying out for love, and to open his heart, as he throws nasty words of judgement and shame onto me, from his wounded inner child, and what it was told……
But NOW, we can see it, we can see the patterns, the stories. The past, the future need not look so dull, sharp and harsh. We can choose to open our hearts, to forgive, to have compassion, as a women, we can be the leader, we can open to the goddess first, speak our truth, out the victim in us and rise into out natural state of freedom, and into out inner unity with the divine in our hearts. The choice is yours, I see you, I hear you, I love you, I honor you, I thank you, for being here, to help clear this mess up, clean our smudged view and create the new path for our future and our children and theirs.
After a very emotional trigger from sexual abuse (but the time triggered was from a lover) I channeled this>>>>>>> for those everywhere who are here to feel and be reborn.
You lay there,
lump in your throat.
Wanting to cry.
Your soul leaving,
He is looking at,
But he doesn’t see,
Eyes full of want.
For a taste,
he thinks he deserves.
he thinks is his,
You said no,
hear a word you,
Left to decay,
to share this,
How could you,
let this happen.
Why did you,
Don’t you love yourself?
They tell you,
they like you.
You are beautiful.
You want to believe,
If you aren’t,
what is your use?
Being a women,
if not to be used?
To be treated,
as a toy,
for their wants,
needs and desires.
the love gone.
True, care and devotion.
She is not adored.
What went so wrong.
Don’t they know her power?
Or do they want to,
use it for them self?
to other realms.
Taken from her.
She does not,
That is for them?
the creator of life,
the birth giver.
She is getting,
Ready to claim,
her rightful place.
But with love,
For those suffering,
cutting off their love.
Harming out of program.
They harm themselves too.
They hate themselves.
keep them trapped.
The cycle will end,
oh don’t you worry.
She is waking up.
Her power will,
not be taken.
Her voice silenced,
No need to be ready,
to be reborn.
In every women,
and those noble men.
Brave enough to,
the other part of self.
Our true divine nature.
The road back,
to inner harmony.
The time is now,
ready, to break free.
in you and,
the goddess in me.
The fires will burn,
the roars will ripple,
across the cosmos.
She has returned.
She is ready,
to be in her true,
Honored and worshiped.
explored with love,
You are ready.
Let those fires,
Let your voice be heard,
your glory seen.
Your gift be shared,
with those worthy,
for self divinity.
to wash away.
the pain of yesterday.
to feel the purification.
We will be reborn.
In our sources, love.
Breath in deep,
the life so true.
it’s almost through.
of all Earth’s pain,
the path to NEW.
of all suffering,
nothing less will do.
Cherish, your heart,
your divine you.
Your powers lay dormant until you choose to unlock them, the key lies in your heart. Step into your authentic power and truth.
The DRAGON sleeps beneath, silently, still and surreal, the spiritual warrior and salvation of your inner light……
I am learning on my sacred path, to surrender to my infinite power, the light and the darkness, finding the gem in the sacred union within, the massive flow and dance between the many parts and poles of your self.
My inner fire is burning brightly, raising and purifying my many bodies, integrating and flowing, guiding me closer to spirit and my true potential.
FEMININE and MASCULINE embrace your inner flame, your roar, your truth and power, your FREEDOM, your infinite LOVE, SOUL and expansion.
I call to you, to that deep yearning within you, let your soul soar, be free, be you, allow yourself with no apologies, forgive yourself and others, come to peace, come to love, come to your heart and inner birth right.
Come with me on this journey back to UNITY, it begins within, we are the ones to save ourselves and the earth that loves and gives us life.” – Destiny Fae
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Here is the low down of the book:
“The Spiritual Nomad’s Guide to Life” Book:
A book of Stories, Wisdom and Practical Life Tools from 12 Spiritual Nomads, whom have gone far and wide to find themselves, gain wisdom, healing, transformation and truth.
To share with the many and give space for prosperity and acknowledgement to those doing deep inner work and trusting their heart and calling.
Writers in industries of many healing and therapy fields, both genders.
Magical stories from all over the world. Set in 22 chapters – 22-66 tools/tips, Themes of Chapters following the Major Arcana of the Tarot (The Story of Life to Ascension).
More details on book:
T.rust – NOW
R.espect – ALL
U.tilize – EXPANSION
T.ransform – REALITY
H.eaven in – YOU
* Void, stillness, observer before observing (0. Invisible) – ZERO – Fool
* Know thy self (All in ALL, alone = All ONE) – ONE – The Magician
* Balance in (beyond duality, polar alignment, yin and yang) – TWO – The High Priestess.
* Spirit, Mind, Body harmony (Holy Trinity, Mother, father, child) -THREE – The Empress.
* Direction clear, (4th vibe, Elements, seasons, points on a cube, direction basic N,E,W,S ) – where is your heart? 4th chakra, earth is the heart of this solar system. Dimensional rebalance. – FOUR – The Emperor.
* Expand beyond, star of pentagram, sacred number of transformation. – FIVE – Hierophant.
* Sacred expression, sensation, human being, physicality. – SIX – The Lovers.
* Gratefulness, heavenly realization. – SEVEN – The Chariot.
(Some of the “Journey of life”)
More revealed in the Book.
Some insights, from my journey:
Loving Travel because: you learn things that you may never learn in any other way.
– How to gracefully move through some limited mindsets, to keep calm in chaotic times, as travel affects you on all levels and to some limits and chaotic places, inside and outside.
– Being prepared for the worst. – Like taking toilet paper with you hahaha.
– Interesting things from hitch hiking, finding resources from seemingly nowhere, how deeply you are supported when you take leaps of faith.
– You meet so many amazing and generous people.
– You smash boundaries and find much healthier ones.
– You find some interesting ways to overcome things and become more self sufficient.
– You learn how to plan in flow and be flexible.
– Your people skills and awareness grows.
– You get to understand yourself on a deeper level.
There will be some of my secrets of travel in this book:
Would you think you could make money from hitch hiking?
In the last 3 months alone I have been given over $100 combined, by multiple angels and I have been given a phone and food as well, I’ve been offered tents, had meals bought for me and offered places to stay. Usually all by answering the questions I was asked and people wishing me well on my travels and journey.
This is an example of being in a place of gratitude, trust and allowing of support.
Never once did I ask. I had my hand out for a lift and all else was offered. Being humble and grateful for the support to get to where I was going.
There are so many good people in this world (especially in Kauai), you begin to feel and see the goodness, when fear is released and observed without attachment.
It’s not the quickest way to travel and in the rain can be more of a challenge, however I feel so honored and grateful for the experience and the blessings and wisdom it has taught me, as well as the opportunity to grow myself.
If you want to share your own experiences or see more in depths tips go to The Spiritual Nomad’s Guide to Life Book and Blog, for update on our upcoming, collaborative blog. More ways to support “Spiritual Nomads”
11th March, The Full moon in Kauai is very powerful tonight, it is a Virgo moon (the Corn Mother), I have had many signs come forth today, a day of highs and lows, some confronting times and some of inner peace and release.
The amplification of the energies on earth right NOW, to shed, purge, heal and release and rise, are at an all-time high, I feel especially in Kauai and the Hawaiian Islands. A few months back I was told that Kauai is the place on earth that souls enter and exit, this rung true and resonated with me. My recent experiences with life’s and death’s, and connecting to the deceased of those who have crossed my path and babies not yet born, it has brought such an array of colors and variety to life’s difficulties and treasures.
The spider visited me many times today and I feel it quite divine, my message to write, if I haven’t creatively for some time. The animals all around us giving such meaning, wisdom and guidance to life; our physical guides and messengers of mother nature, all connected very strongly to the collective field, unaware of the separation we are under the illusion of. I want to offer a show of respect to the spider and the moon, to offer up delight and wonder for all those lives they have touched and shifted. For we are all connected and the blessed ones we who feel this.
The messages are coming through very loudly as the higher 5th dimensional energies ground more into GAIA: Article’s about this;
So I write under the full moon of tonight, in the sacred space of Kauai, in the humble shared home of a shaman, who has just blessed me with the touch of an eagle feather. The message of the eagle is for journey and wisdom on the path, a full spin back to one of my favourite places in Australia, just before I left to embark on this trip across the world, to have a greater understanding of Unity. I was on a couch with a blanket thrown over the side, with an image of an eagle on it, oblivious to this until I was streaming live on facebook, sharing and explaining the meanings of our spirit animals, preparing for my trip to the United States. Over 5 months ago now, seems like yesterday, I have felt at home at so many places, but here tonight under this full moon, I have never felt more at home, in this humble shack, with family of sweet and pure Nicolle (so psychic and full of courage), Megeso (Eagle) so wise and gentle (shaman with an amazing vision for global peace, sovereignty and balance) and Dylan with his magical eyes and generous and protective soul (surely a starship captain and king from interstellar, related with me I sense so deep).
Earlier today on several occasions I heard a gecko and yesterday after a group mediation looked up to see one on the wall in front of me, the message of this animal is about being aware and conscious of your dreams, to look for signs and guidance there to help assist you. Could you benefit from understanding your dreams more?
For Dream Therapy and Tips on Understanding your Dreams:
As I sit in this space of magic and wonder, Megeso plays a flute and hums in the background, the power of the music, the releasing and healing, the freedom and expansion. Tonight, I was bought and made dinner by Dylan before he left to meditate on the beach. I have been so blessed and touched by the profound support, love and acceptance in this space, this place is marvelous and surreal. I wonder how will I ever leave, I trust and know when flow guides me to even more trust and knowing of the energy I will always have within and take with me wherever I go.
I reflect on the magnetic pull, the calling to release, I shed some tears today, for deep within called to be shed and release, old pains and new beginnings, as my angel cards foretold, not 20 minutes ago Megeso repeated the words of the angels from the cards this morning “You are stronger than you realize”, this rung loud in my soul. The strength mentioned was within gentleness, surrender and allowing, in contrast to our common cultured strength is harsh and hard. I resound through my being, to sit and be in gentle bliss, I call to release all that is unaligned to this.
In writing earlier I shared for myself to be conscious and intent on what I wish to release this full moon and what I wish to receive, in common practice, new moon is about release and full moon is about receive, but something guided me to do both as all the energies uniting are coming out of the duality and division.
Share with me your experience, I am excited to hear.
I have some simple tips on reading the signs around you and how to use them for clarity and guidance on your path:
What words and names show up a lot? – could you look into their meaning; how would that relate to your need or prayer or thoughts right now?
What animals do you see most? What qualities do they hold? What medicine do they have for you?
Be conscious of the connections seemingly non related. What could they mean?
How are your feelings physical and emotional giving messages and wisdom of something deeper?
Right a dream journal and set the intention to remember your dreams and sit In retrieval to right them down when you wake up, or record your voice explaining them. (Above link on Dream Therapy is Great)
Listen to the things people say around you, especially those strangers you don’t know. Often SPIRIT works through those around you even if they are unconscious of it, we all have god within us.
If you have a strong question, write it down and meditate on it (close eyes and breathe while holding it in your mind’s eye, surrender it and allow an answer to come through) – Also if you have some Oracle Cards or know someone who does and you can borrow them, use oracle cards, or go see a reader or psychic, (I also offer these services here: inspiredestiny.com.au and Pre Order for the “Trinity of Destiny” Cards I am releasing soon: Inspire Destiny Facebook for more details)
Snippet of above article: “Once upon a time, there was a temple to which many people went to pray to the Buddha. A spider made a net on the beams. As time went by, the spider was edified and received wisdom.
All of a sudden, one day, the Buddha came to the temple. Inadvertently he saw the spider. He asked her:” You have lived here and thought for one thousand years, I want to ask you a question.” The spider was glad that the Buddha would speak to her, so she promised to reply. The Buddha said: “What do you think is the most precious thing?” The spider answered:”I think the most precious thing is what I can’t get and what I have lost.” The Buddha left without a word.”
My birth name Cynthia is linked to the Greek Moon Goddess Artemis (so I have always been very connected to the moon)
This is the translation:
Cynthia is a feminine given name of Greek origin: Κυνθία, Kynthía, “from Mount Cynthus” on Delos island. It can be abbreviated as Cindy or as Cyndy. There are various spellings for this name.
Cynthia was originally an epithet of the Greek goddess of the moon, Artemis, who according to legend, was born on Mount Cynthus. Selene, the Greek personification of the Moon, and the Roman Diana (by way of their identification with Artemis) were also sometimes called “Cynthia”.
Ladies and gentlemen- far and wide. We are bringing in the NEW. We are busting the systems.
I want YOU! To share. Your views, your experiences. The thought of as taboo.
I was inspired. A hit of glorious proportion.
I want men on the path to the divine masculine and women on the path of divine feminine. Scoops on alternative relationships, conscious unions, your journeys, bared all. To inspire and ignite the permission in ALL beings to their divine potential and ability to co create what their highest sexual, spiritual and balanced life and love in all areas can be. Not with guilt, force and lust. But with love, nurture and true glorious and divine pleasure beyond our physical vessels wildest dreams.
Their is going to be a HUGE, EPIC summit held in April. More details will be released in coming weeks. I’ve been guided to take the Internet by storm by way of online summits, touching on topics we’ve been told not to speak of. Bringing the most current education, skills, tips and discussions for solution and global Unity to the fore front, for all to bare, to share and to see.
We are going there, we are barring all. Going big, sharing all and creating a whirlwind of new ways and some ancient ways restored.
I want to interview several of you, over the coming month and get some of you as affiliates and sponsors of this summit.
Titled – Divine Masculine and Feminine Rising.
This will be a recurring summit in time and a daughter product of my newly co created –New Earth New You NOW– foundation – bringing you and we ALL: the greatest topics, solutions and gatherings for this coming age of fire, purification and liberation for all sovereign beings of love.
“Many would dispute the idea and claim that we are NOW in a “New Earth”. What has changed? What is new? Why do you think that? or you may say that is some “New Age” junk and I am crazy, let me explain myself:
I have been in a huge state of preparation, for the past several years, re awakening to my feelings, psychic abilities, gifts and taking a path of radical self love, travel and throwing myself in the deep end to grow. There has been many known things on this journey, mostly from inner knowing and experience, I have had since my youth (including dreams and visions), which has only gotten stronger. More and more experiences have begun to prove these knowings, from other people having experiences, research and science proving things with Quantum Mechanics and Physics and other more modern and universal sciences.”
Now is our timeNow is our time to share, to speak, to show our raw and true sparkle and shine, take it to the world, explode the lid off the should not’s and can’t dos.
Recently a lot has been happening to help me become more balanced, grounded and in harmony with my whole. From travel, adventure, experience and I have begun studying Tantra and More Energy movement practices, these have had such a profound effect on me feeling peace and well-being. I begun a meditation and mindful practice of connecting my yin and yang energies in powerful, intimate, respectful and loving actions in my heart and mind. The changes I have noticed are, attracting different people mirroring the change, a greater feeling of balance, a deeper feeling of self love, more support and ease and grace in manifesting all my needs outside of myself.”
“Respecting Your Sacred Temple: The Gender Battle within and 10 Tips on Deeper Respect.
6. Sacred Sex:
For me this means only engaging in any sexual act when it is out of love and respect, in a way that is for the intimacy and connection of both parties who are committed and love each other, sex is naturally sacred but our views and attitudes of it has been so twisted that it has become a tool for quick pleasure and lust in which degrades it and all involved. If you are seeking sex as an escape eventually you will have to stop and heal and take responsibility, either through an STD’s, STI’s or pregnancy. Sex is meant to be an act of love, but with so much of the skewed views and attitudes that have been influencing us, people are scared to be seen and open up to being real, raw and vulnerable. Sex is so much better when sacredness and honour is involved, where two souls are connecting to feel unified and spiritually alive and grow.”
I think the old paradigmmale/female connection and synthetic and ego relationships needs to be shed, it doesn’t suit most people (hence all the: fights, gender battles, abuse and cheating) but most people don’t question it to create something new.
I now will only enter into a Sacred Soul Union with someone, and only engage in Sacred Sex.
But I now know what I want with clarity.
I couldn’t get it before I knew of the opposite. All my actions will be aligned to only accepting these things into my world as possibilities.
Get Clear, Learn what you don’t want, Labels of the old and common way don’t work for most people.”
“As I listened to the conversation and shared my own thoughts I realised there was a word that united all of us in what we were sharing and would unite all our sessions, and that is the word ‘authenticity’. Each one of us, in different ways, made reference to the best communicators being the ones who are authentic; the people who are genuine in their reasons for speaking, or their desire to connect with their audience. The ones who don’t put on a front, but who are true to their reason for communicating.”
Recently a lot has been happening to help me become more balanced, grounded and in harmony with my whole. From travel, adventure, experience and I have begun studying Tantra and More Energy movement practices, these have had such a profound effect on me feeling peace and well-being. I begun a meditation and mindful practice of connecting my yin and yang energies in powerful, intimate, respectful and loving actions in my heart and mind. The changes I have noticed are, attracting different people mirroring the change, a greater feeling of balance, a deeper feeling of self love, more support and ease and grace in manifesting all my needs outside of myself.
“What you seek is seeking you ” – Rumi
Purpose Vs Balance:
“Purpose VS Balance, always prioritize love, inner peace, gratitude and trust in the cosmic connectedness and ALL being done in perfect time.” – Cynthia Jauch
When you feel you are not enough, when the lists of things to do, should do, would do, how to be, the stories of all that will go wrong, what we didn’t do, what we don’t have…. STOP… Breath….
Be Still…. KNOW you are enough, you are amazing. Everything is perfect.
Always knowing you have purpose and just allowing the balance within to be felt. NOW is to be enjoyed and cherished, no matter what is going on. Smile, laugh, cry, express, scream, shout, be you, ALL that you are. Accept and LOVE even the challenges, the unknowns and let the support of our great and infinite galactic and loving family, to support us.
Listen to the guidance, through your heart, connect to your higher self, hear the messages of love, peace and acknowledgement of god. The pain, the issue, the challenge, is temporary, you are so much more. You are infinite.
BALANCE and PURPOSE need not be apposing, you can feel calm and at peace, and be still doing nothing and that energy of your inner self, connection and peace is affecting so much more than you realize. In your happiness and enjoyment, you are creating a world of joy and peace, your energy attracting good into this place. LOVE in yourself always, is the balance and purpose of YOU.
Hold your head up high, you are connected and supported always, be grateful for YOU, for ALL, for experience, for life and for LOVE.”
Balancing your inner masculine and Feminine:
(a few months back I had this experience) **That moment** when you are emotional and looking through photos of your mum and then, like a tonne of bricks a realization hits you:
About your Grandfather, Father, Brother, Past Relationships and inner Masculine and how it has been playing out this cosmic duality battle ingrained in your DNA and inner pattern.
My inner masculine has been so disrespectful to my inner Feminine, not letting her be sensitive and intuitive and be treated right by others for her nurturing and giving heart.
I have thought of this on a surface level, but after a deep meditation this morning, the actual seeing of all the patterns and physical playing out of this from within me was immense, I am feeling so happy and balanced NOW and have been able to effortlessly forgive my inner masculine and all those lovely souls outside me who physically played out this inner energetic imbalance.
I am grateful and forgive all those men who hurt me and took advantage of me, just giving me an opportunity to see what I was really doing inside. WOW! New things coming, new balance, new awareness, new peace and deeper inner love.
“Respecting Your Sacred Temple: The Gender Battle within and 10 Tips on Deeper Respect.
“10 Tips to really respect your temple:
1. Power of your thoughts:
Thinking nice thoughts and saying kind words about it, no matter what you don’t like, you will change and improve how it looks by loving, accepting and nurturing this part of your body, this will promote confidence, higher vibrations to create shifts and changes.
Meditation or contemplation in silence and stillness:”
FB LIVE: What is your balance? Why is it so important?
Balancing the poles within. 💖
“Love both parts of your soul, the male and female, we each hold both poles within, allow balance and utilize the gifts both energies hold within” – Cynthia Jauch
“As we go through life we begin to notice different parts of ourselves, sometimes the collective view of the duality in us and imbalance can make it hard for us to accept and use both parts.
The battle of the sexes and other dualities is that of the battle within us all, when we can see and experience this we begin to find a way for peace for both energies to live within our temple and they learn to work as one.
Over time we can learn how to harmonize with both songs and vibrations of the energies that exists within all of us, this creates an imaging and perfect feeling of wholeness and empowerment and affects our outer world and the way we connect and engage with other energies around us.”
BALANCE – Duality – Unity – Trinity
Balance: A feeling of center and empowerment, a movement in UNITY of separate parts, a connection of differences working together and merging in harmony. Synergistic play, movement and stillness in perfection, breathing in life, connections to ALL, being felt and experienced.
Duality: Apposing and separating of one in two parts. Friction and conflicting behavior and reactions. Creating a shadow and a light, good and bad, masculine and feminine, extremes of parts of an ALL. One or the other, choosing black or white, rather than grey, feeling pulled and conflicted.
Unity: In communion with balance, feeling fruitful whole and integrated within each separate part connected. A uniting of TWO or MORE into the ONE of ALL which it is truthfully part of and connected to. A truth of UNIVERSAL LAW and perfect reunion. Reuniting of parts and collaboration, to be more cohesive and innovative. Energy efficiency, co- creation, sharing, loving and being without anything. From the many colors comes – the rainbow, from the many specks of sand -a beach, from the many drops- an ocean, from the many people- a family; a home, a community, a town, a city, a state, a country, a nation and planet, a solar system, a galaxy, A U-in-VERSE (universe)
Trinity: One and ALL in three parts, creating and communing, two parts creating a third, the ONE plus the ONE making a TWO and the ONE and the ONE making a THREE. With divine balance, LAW and perfection. In symbolic harmony and movement of patterns.
In my head and in my heart I feel a future on the horizon, it is full of peace and love. There is a balance and harmony between all things connected. Could you believe in this perfect world for us? Where all species work in loving unison together, enjoying themselves, doing the things which they love.”
Top 5 tips for balancing your inner Masculine and Feminine:
1. Set Intention:
Set the intention to become aware of the reflection outside of where you are imbalance within, and allow integration, release and alignment when you see imbalances.
“We all have a mind, the energy of our mental bodies. This place is the beginning of all creation. When we are victims and servants to our mind, we feel helpless to our unconscious habits, patterns and behaviors, humans are naturally creatures of habit, habits in our thoughts become our feelings and then actions and they inevitably become our results. In our life we want the best, so why would we not harness a powerful tool of our own minds to create all that we can think of.” – Inspire Destiny
2. Show Love:
Make sure you have love and compassion for self and all reflections you become aware of, send love to all those in your life who played out this imbalance for you to become more aware and balanced.
To me self love is about removing all the thoughts, feelings, words and actions which are unloving towards ourselves. This is a process, but an extremely important one. When we are unconsciously feeling unworthy and unloved by us or by others, we create sabotage and punishment for ourselves. Leaving us feeling lonely, abandoned and unworthy of the things we deserve and desire. But we have put ourselves there. Yes, our society does not educate us to embrace our individuality, in fact it suppresses our nifty quirks and gifts, all to be the same for a future of feeling enslaved by a system and grabbing at little things to create joy and fulfillment, easily addicted to that little time we feel love, or joy and then when it is gone, we crumble, not having a solid pillar of inner love for us, which is so important for our growth, fulfillment and connections in life.” – Inspire Destiny
3. Big Forgive:
Forgive both parts of self for any disrespect, including any outside parts of you in others reflecting your inner world, this act is massive in the way of healing and clearing ourselves out for more love, peace and balance.
“To say you’re sorry isn’t easy, admit your error and be genuine, accept some kind of failure and allow yourself to be vulnerable. Most of us avoid this, some like the plague. How ever it is so powerful and liberating to finally be honest and admit fault and try to correct your error of hurting another person. It takes a lot of courage.
As we apologize an unconscious expectation is for the other to forgive us but sometimes this doesn’t happen and the cycle can then begin again, pain, confusion, discomfort and we may lash out.
True forgiveness is not always easy, sometimes it takes time to realize and release the negative attachment. As long as we hold on to it we hold ourselves back from peace. ” – Inspire Destiny
4. BE Grateful:
Find ways to find gratitude regularly, for the lessons and benefit of past experiences which gave you more clarity and inner balance, including gratitude for those who helped you see things in a new way. Release hurt and Like above, forgive.
“GRATITUDE!! what are you most grateful for?
Do you regularly count your blessings?
I am thankful for all of you and everything in my reality. Especially the feeling of gratitude = grateful + attitude. If you don’t already have a daily practice of thinking, writing and/or speaking out loud what you’re grateful for, then I challenge you to.” – Inspire Destiny
5. Choose NOW:
Be present in the moment, with everything that shows up in your life, for integration, for more gentleness, compassion, clarity and opportunity to grow, ground and evolve.
“To realize their innate divinity within and to start coming together in UNITY in any way which they CAN. To express and share my story and message to set a tone and cue for anyone waiting to be given this permission to be brighter and to let their sparkle shine.
“Create the you, who you wish to become, for all personality and looks are changeable, not for others, but for you.” – Cynthia Jauch
We are never defined by others views, prejudice, our society or our past experience and choices, at any given moment, when we choose the NOW we can make new choices, we can re define us at any moment. Who do you want to be? What do you want to do? What do you want to have?
Allow your true nature from within, your pure essence of love and unity to present it self, to guide you, to protect you, to nurture you and love you. Infinite bliss and pure creation is your birth right, you can re create and change and evolve, you can choose always in the NOW. To grow and evolve and see peace, harmony and balance.” – Inspire Destiny
On a final note, a great way to get balance and feel clarity is through grounding:
Go out in nature and sit, preferably in the sun and breathe, visualise yourself connected to “Mother Earth“, stay here for a while, if you can get in water, natural water in the ocean clears your energy bodies and helps you feel more light, fresh and centred. Write down any concerns you have and than come up with all the possible solutions you can think of, this can help you feel supported expanded and aligned to solution, which can release stress and then you can feel more calm and balanced.
“It is through the greatest storms, that the brightest rainbows appear” – Unknown
What adversities have you faced? How have you become who you are now because of them? How can you be grateful for all the hardship and let it mold you into the diamond you are?
We all have tough times, those times we feel like everything is crumbling and our ego says, you can’t do this, you are not strong enough, you are not supported or equipped for this and then behind that is a burning inside you, waiting to respond and say “Hey! YES I am”, you find inner strength. Through some tough times, like being alone with no support, no money, being homeless, the death of my mother, challenges in school – dropping out at 15, being physically, verbally and sexually abused, having things stolen and having my dignity taken away, being abused in work situations, being ill, having loved ones ill, giving all of myself to others and being empty, many heart breaks, nearly killing myself at 10 and also at 17. Through all of this though I am so grateful because that taught me some amazing lessons, below are my 10 greatest lessons from all the adversity I have experienced and how I used it to empower me, grow me, shake me and fulfill me to be more, see more, and live a life full of passion, love, inspirationand joy being authentically and un-apologetically me. Having some crazy andamazing experiences.
I have learnt that anything seen through love can transform whatever it is into something greater, the practices of gratitude, love and forgiveness allowing us to expand our minds and souls to a higher thought and way of being.
“When we think we have hit rock bottom, we just decide we are not letting things get any worse and we begin to use our inner power for what we are here to do.” – Cynthia Jauch
In times of immense stress and challenge, we begin to see things from a place of being humble, from a looking up point, seeking truth and answers. We start to question why? and we want to know what to do? We look inside ourselves to find the strength and fire to get up and be better.
All life has ups and downs and through the downs we find a new appreciation for when the storm calms and the rainbow comes out. Use the intense emotions and drive to create a transformation within you. You are great, you will do great things, finding courage to be the brilliant being you are.
The bottom is a chance to re create yourself and your life, a new life, a new you, a new day, you can start again at any point, become who you want to be, who you feel you are deep inside. There is only a view of going up from the bottom. It is in each step in any direction we take, that begins a journey. Sometimes one journey ends and a new chapter to your life will begin.
Celebrate the new and allow the mourning of the old you to drift away, like the stormy clouds, allowing the true colors of your inner rainbow to come out and bring a smile and joy to you once again.
“True forgiveness is not always easy, sometimes it takes time to realize and release the negative attachment. As long as we hold on to it we hold ourselves back from peace. The dark energy of pain, hatred, revenge, powerlessness, blame and defence keeps us in this negative hole, replaying and repeating the pattern. The energy increases and manifests in physical pain, illness, stress, discord with others. We see more things to be annoyed at in people we care about, we become the victims of our thoughts and actions and project this and our stories into our reality.”
This is number ONE for me because without apology and forgiveness, including to ourselves, we hold on to the negative charge and stop ourselves from seeing the potential for more and release the pain and feelings like anger and resentment that keep us blocked and dense in our energy and this creates illness, fatigue and feelings of disconnectedness.
“To say you’re sorry isn’t easy, admit your error and be genuine, accept some kind of failure and allow yourself to be vulnerable. Most of us avoid this, some like the plague. How ever it is so powerful and liberating to finally be honest and admit fault and try to correct your error of hurting another person. It takes a lot of courage.”
I have a regular meditation practice where I will forgive myself and all those I feel have harmed or wrong me and sometimes it is emotional, but I have learned to let this flow and grow and release me from a past experience and not let it negatively affect me and the future.
To me self love is about removing all the thoughts, feelings, words and actions which are unloving towards ourselves. This is a process, but an extremely important one. When we are unconsciously feeling unworthy and unloved by us or by others, we create sabotage and punishment for ourselves. Leaving us feeling lonely, abandoned and unworthy of the things we deserve and desire. But we have put ourselves there. Yes, our society does not educate us to embrace our individuality, in fact it suppresses our nifty quirks and gifts, all to be the same for a future of feeling enslaved by a system and grabbing at little things to create joy and fulfilment, easily addicted to that little time we feel love, or joy and then when it is gone, we crumble, not having a solid pillar of inner love for us, which is so important for our growth, fulfilment and connections in life.”
“We all have a mind, the energy of our mental bodies. This place is the beginning of all creation. When we are victims and servants to our mind, we feel helpless to our unconscious habits, patterns and behaviours, humans are naturally creatures of habit, habits in our thoughts become our feelings and then actions and they inevitably become our results. In our lives we want the best, so why would we not harness a powerful tool of our own minds to create all that we can think of.
Our unconscious mind is so powerful, it decides that our body will work and keep us alive, the way we see the world, what things we allow in and out of our mind, what we will actually see (we have a delete, distort and generalize filter in our minds).”
“Key 1: Joining together with Like minded people –”
“As we join our minds, gifts and creativity, the world we see transforms into the masterpiece we enjoy in our fantasies” – Cynthia Jauch
In our own minds we can fall victim to programming, but with our choice in awareness to observe and utilise the mind as a part of our experience and potential for actions and creation. We can become a master of the mind. When we choose to put our thoughts and feelings to good use and come together with others of like mind, anything we can dream of and imagination is possible.”
“The choices of the past, tool us with awareness to create the future, right now.” – Cynthia Jauch
It is through our own choice to allow the past to affect us in a negative or positive way, our choosing of attitude and where we use the tools granted to us to grow, evolve and thrive.
We in the NOW, have the power to create our future and if we want it to be amazing we must commit to make now amazing and to let go of the pain, hurt and suffering by releasing and healing and becoming more accepting and loving of us and others. We become aware of the things in our lives that shock us into seeing it, we than have the awareness to make a choice to change it and let the things no longer right for us go.
In all our past choices lies an answer and opportunity to see how we have created what is happening right now and we can change this and grow this for what we want now and in the future, no many what has happened in the past, you are the master of your life, you either choose to not allow yourself to be aware of your choices and feel victim or you allow yourself to be empowered to create everything you want in your life and in the world.
Allow for transformation in you, to shed the old and create the new, in now and in your future. Your past does not dictate your future, you do.
“In our external world of judgement, restriction, rules, guides, signs and structure, we are almost in a cage, in our bodies, we feel limited but it starts from the mind. Within us are our beliefs, memories, experiences and programs of how to behave, how to be, what to do, what is allowed, some of us rebel and some of us have different social experiences of what is acceptable. I have often reflected on the contents of my mind and I am currently working through some deep programs from long ago, as I sit in the silence of my mind and observe all the thoughts, restrictions, defeating feelings and judgements, I feel almost a slave and trapped in this space.
I have a longing today to be free, to feel at ease, for the past few days I have felt so much building, in waves it comes and drifts away. Through my new observation and awareness, it has occurred to me these programs have always been there, I was just not so aware of these ones, from conditioning and societies view of acceptable and real. We all have these inner dialogue and scripts we play unconsciously most of the time, commanding us to feelings and actions, to fall in love, to judge, to react, to reach out, to cry. As a new perspective and observation begins things start to shift around us, as it is no longer something we are unaware of.”
When we engage in an acts that release Endorphins and Oxytocin in the brain it create bliss and happiness. Doing things you love, being at places you like, hugging others, exercise, travel and adventure, sex (Intimate and caring), learning new things and chocolate are good ways to release these hormones in the brain.
“Over 12 months ago the Campaign Free Hugs 4 Awareness began, from an idea on a bed in 2014, after a thread of many interesting occurrences, from an article on the health benefit of hugging trees, to a Ted Talk by Paul J Zak author of “The Moral Molecule” , explaining how Oxytocin is the Moral Molecule and the happiness hormone, then shows the quickest way to release it is to give someone a hug. The following day I took to the streets of Brisbane City in Australia.”
“After that fateful first day of giving out hugs, which the council asked me to go somewhere else or I would cope a fine, I continued…….
Deciding I would devote a whole day to giving out hugs and not just my lunch break, as I got such a fantastic response from people, sharing their stories and with them surprised to get comfort in a busy and not so compassionate place, in the centre of the city.”
“I started learning to surf last year, something I have always wanted to do. Since I was about four years old and lived next to the beach in Queensland, I loved it; the sand, the wind, the salty water and the sound of the waves breaking, like a soothing song and hum, buzzing and calming. My favourite thing at that time in my life, was getting up really early and dragging any adult I could to the beach. I would get dunked so much. Being that I was so little and had never been taught to swim.”
“Going back to that four year old me, I remember my fierce determination to just be in the water, flowing with the waves, trusting the flow, loving them with all my heart. I wasn’t angry when I got dunked, I didn’t think I was doing anything wrong. I was simply enjoying the ups and downs, the ride of life, the waves and motion, the adventure and excitement. After my last lesson I was determined to stand up and to be able to use my own surf board, so I paddled out further on my own, even though I was told that my surf board isn’t the best for beginners. I really wanted to feel what it was like to be out in the ocean, connected and free. There was a longing to have that healing and powerful energy of the water all around and the abundant expanse of the life it brings. After some time and not much luck, a few life guards went by in a rescue boat, they asked if I was OK and recommended going somewhere closer to the land, as there was a lot of rough rips at the moment. I said I would go back and in my attempts learnt that the waves had other ideas. Eventually the life guards came back and told me they were taking me in, which I agreed to. I thought it funny, I was content though, that I gave it my best and got to use my own intuition. There was a lot of near moments of standing up and succeeding and for that I was happy. I learnt a few extra things from that though, that we can tackle life how we tackle small situations, the challenges and words of others, our faith in yourself and our confidence in our ability to give new things a go. “
This has become one of my greatest lessons to be self loving and knowing and honoring myself more deeply and Speaking Your Truth. It all starts with knowing your worth and sticking to what is best for you and your well-being.
“I think the old paradigm male/female connection and synthetic and ego relationships needs to be shed, it doesn’t suit most people (hence all the: fights, gender battles, abuse and cheating) but most people don’t question it to create something new.
I now will only enter into a Sacred Soul Union with someone, and only engage in Sacred Sex.
But I now know what I want with clarity.
I couldn’t get it before I knew of the opposite. All my actions will be aligned to only accepting these things into my world as possibilities.
Get Clear, Learn what you don’t want, Labels of the old and common way don’t work for most people.”
“The final decider to share my new clarity on what I really want in a connection and partnership with someone has come after having four and a half years mostly single and for nearly two years of that time I was celibate as I was unable to climax after some time in a relationship and not feeling trust or intimacy. I was in the normal relationships from the age of 17-24 all but about 5 months of my adult life was I free to be me, learn about me and do what I wanted. I always ended up bored and feeling trapped and like I had lost myself to the other person and their needs and wants, which was always a choice. But after a 5 year relationship that ended and I left with hardly anything after working for 4 years at a job I hated in order to make a family home and have a fair relationship, I was angry and I realized while in India several years later, all the daddy issues come up, but it wasn’t just my daddy, it was the masculine energy, I had mutated my own masculine and shunned it, and any male to me was untrustworthy and would break my heart after getting my trust or use me for sex, which I was usually very clever to avoid.
After hitch hiking around Australia in April, I was more aware of myself and my sexuality and desires, I was more balanced in both energies, I had learned to become vulnerable and intuitive and nurturing and also powerful, creative, protective and supportive. I was falsely led into a guy’s place under the pretenses that he liked me, he appeared to be a spiritual guy wanting to be genuine. I fell for a lie, he then proceeded to manipulate me and kicked me out of his bed after saying he can’t offer me more than sex, he spent hours seeming uninterested after I arrived and I was happy to just hang out. But then when he kissed me and stopped and said “I can’t offer you more.” I was confused, for one I didn’t know him that well, so I was silly to be there in the first place, but we had met before and had many mutual spiritual and kind friends. After I said I was ok either way, since I was actually tired and just wanted to go to sleep, he said I will set up the couch for you. I was shocked and started thinking “Oh my god, no one has ever thrown me out of their bed”, but it got worse, he than text me and told me to come back, I said no and after many messages he came and grabbed my hand and took me outside with a blanket to have sex under the stars, I felt shocked and I didn’t stop him. Why? and than while we were having sex, I realized something in my new awareness. I wasn’t in my body, I actually realized I am not usually in my body, I start making noises and they think I am enjoying myself, but I total disassociate not feeling intimacy or connection of the soul level, my soul protected me.”
“GRATITUDE!! what are you most grateful for?
Do you regularly count your blessings?
I am thankful for all of you and everything in my reality. Especially the feeling of gratitude = grateful + attitude. If you don’t already have a daily practice of thinking, writing and/or speaking out loud what you’re grateful for, then I challenge you to.”
“I started my gratitude journey about 24 months ago and it transformed my life. I had seen a few posts on facebook about challenges people were doing and was curious, then after a walk one day, I noticed this little pink spiritual shop that popped up out of nowhere, I walked in to look at incense and had no cash, so I couldn’t buy any. While looking around the lady behind the counter approached me to help, once chatting she gave me some much needed guidance about a concern I had with an ex boyfriend and mentioned a gratitude jar she used with her kids. A few months later this shop had vanished after I had finally got to do a group healing session. Following that first day there, I went and bought a jar and decorated it, I also bought a pretty pen and paper to use to get excited about my daily gratitude.”
As I am writing this, I am at the same friends place as the blog written in the text below, when so many synchronicities occurred, and the same thing has happened, at the end of this post, money shows up for me to go to Bali (which I brought a native american headdress while there), which was on my vision board beginning of 2015 but I never got there, until Jan 2017, ever since travelling last year, I have been guided to America, things to do with Native Americans and my parallel life I saw of me as a Native American after returning from travel in 2015, in a past life regression and than 3 different mediums mentioning it and Native AmericanSpirit Guides with me.
“Start Christmas day, Mountain climb up the glass house mountain, Tibrogargan to watch the sun rise. On the drive noticing 3:33am when nearly there and listening to Hands by Jewel and thinking of my Mum, being a bit emotional. This is the song she used to listen to when she cleaned the house and I put it in the video I made for her at the funeral.”
333 in Angel Numbers: Linked to the ascended masters being near and offering support.
“On the way down after talking about my Native American life, I hugged a tree hug. My amazing soul who came with me Greg (my best friend), was telling me about the Native Indian which gave him the Merkabah in a heart I was borrowing…….”
“Last year while climbing this mountain I found out my name Cynthia is actually after Mount Kynthos in Greece and a female name because of the Moon/Hunt Goddess Artemis the Daughter of Zeus, who was born on the Island Delos and got nicknamed Cynthia after the Mount Kynthos on Delos.”
“A week ago I got the Earth symbol tattooed on my wrist, with the kanji for year of Dragon and Yin Yang with the Bagua symbols for all things…..”
“Back to Chinese culture my Nine Star Ki is 3.5.3, a process that pre dates Numerology. Remember this because it’s important, In my book on my kindle, The 3 is a warrior soul number. also if the middle number is 5 it adopts the side numbers, being 333. (coincidence form above time noticed) ”
“3 – Tree: Associated with: Sunrise, East, Early Spring, Liver/Gallbladder, Light green. Character of House: Proceeding, Advancement, Beginnings, Accomplishing, Optimism, Creativity. The 3 Tree Personality: Emotional, strong, idealistic, poetic, brilliant, active, aesthetic, kind-hearted, straightforward, romantic, successful. Extremes: Temperamental, opinionated, stubborn, competitive”
“After the climb I saw Horses everywhere and forgot to look them up in my book ( I got a book for Spirit Animals). A few days after seeing the horse everywhere, words, pictures and symbols I looked it up. the horse means: “You’re about to embark on an unexpected adventure and need a backup of stamina”.
“So I must mention one of my new best friends who I call my elder flame’s name is Lindsay, who is a Taurus and just like my mum, and the sign parallel to the street I am staying is called Lindsay Street.”
Lindsay is in america (a writer for Elephant Journal, and her business with husband “The Life Warrior“) , and there is so much going on there with government and protesting in Dakota. It is no coincidence I end up write back in “Alexandra Headlands” with links and Signs to Egypt everywhere and one of my best friends Lucy message me from Alexandria U.S (also a place in Egypt I keep getting drawn back to from a parallel life in which I shared with my ex [Ryan and his son Ben who were brothers]and Ben wanted to be a bird Scientist and knew way too much about birds).
“In Egypt, the meaning of the phoenix is connected with the sun and the Nile. Their version of the phoenix was a Bennu, which was part heron, and part falcon. The Bennu was said to control the cycle of the sun each day. It flew with the sun in its beak, plucking it from its sleeping place at dawn, and putting it to rest at sunset. In this way, the Bennu is symbolic of the daily death and birth of the sun.”
Lucy was talking about a song she sang with the second word Phoenix (my spirit guide animal) I see it everywhere (after meeting Ben), just as I had messaged her. I am leaving for the states in 2 weeks as the money has just shown up and my travel writing will be put on my blog Traveller Destiny. I also have a friend called Orion (The Lover of Artemis, goddess of the Moon) in the states near Phoenix , and his real name is the same as my exs (who I met before travelling in 2015), who is tattooed on my back within my mums name “VonmaRYANdrews”, which I got done in Bali in January. There is more synchronicities in the above blog post, linking also to me going to hawaii on this trip (Lifelong dream to go for my HoneyMoon, signs to go with people, signs and linked to my affinity to Dolphins, and the Pleiades [There are links between the Pleiades and Artemis] (recently when I was at Crystal Castle, a medium told me I was from the Pleiades) opposite the Orion Constellation, so they are linked too. Orion’s Belt is aligned to the 3 Great Pyramids in Egypt.
“Faith is not an easy thing, even if you have so much faith in something for so long, it can all change in an instant.
Life is always changing and challenging us, every time we think we have it figured out, it throws a curve ball to knock us off our high horse and challenges our faith and knowledge of what is true.
Finding it once again becomes the best journey and growth of our lives, to throw our own ego and uncertainties out the window and have room to see the door, that’s been awaiting,our entrance through it, back to peace, comfort and divinity. “
10. Ask and you Shall receive:
In my recent experience whenever I am in a hard situation I ask for help and say what I want or I write it down and figure out what I need to do and pretty quickly and opportunity shows up. I always a have faith and I always ask with gratitude. I recently was in the rain at 3am in the morning, after having a fight with my partner (now ex as of the following day), my phone was disconnected, I felt alone, but I surrendered and thanked god for help repeatedly, soon my tears dried and I felt guided to go for a walk, the rain cleared and I bumped into a girl walking home drunk, who lived a few houses away, I asked if she was ok and I mentioned my night wasn’t so good either. She then offered me a room, clothes to change in to and a warm shower, I went to bed so happy and grateful.
“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”
“The heart can withstand so much, but remember to fill it with your soul’s light, to heal, open and transcend the mundaneness.” – Cynthia Jauch
As we hurt, we learn of a wound from long ago, so we can be aware, to heal. No matter the trigger, a gentleness and care to see and accept whatever the reason for the wound or triggered it’s pain. We aren’t always conscious of the first experience, but with the intention to heal.
The needed methods and balms will show up in your life, to nourish you and aid you to reach new heights.
You are immensely worthy of healing, joy, peace and love. No actions, or word, or deed, or past can keep you from an ability to heal, once you set the choice and believe it’s possible.