Being a WOMAN:
*Note, its been a long time since I have written like this and the time has come, for a lot that has been integrated to be let free.
In this world we live in being either gender can be challenging, there is massive controls, manipulation and suppression all around, but for part of the separation of the gender, the power and patriarchal institutions for a women, it can be a very rough ride.
I want to share with you the harsh truth and the amazing future we are thriving into, for the success of those courageous and amazing women who went before us.
When I was a little girl, I was very sensitive, the fighting in my family really hit me deep, I really struggled to push things under the rug, and move on from arguments, disrespect and abuse, like most of my siblings did. Now don’t get me wrong, this isn’t a victim story, for me or for women.
My mum was an amazing example of strength, she was a brave brave women, giving birth to 6 children, than becoming single while pregnant with 5 when I was only 4. My mum was amazing, but for all these kids, low income, no financial aid from my dad, out of fear and pride, and continued abuse thrown at her after this, from his perspective of a hurt child being abandoned, when he was naughty – physical and emotional abuse, unconscious wounds from his youth and upbringing – he couldn’t see the results and impact his reactions had on my mum or us and effectively the connection and added challenge on both, as well as on his own life. But this story is one like many, from the archetypal play of his -story, that has been playing out for a very long time, longer than most will allow themselves to believe. The sad thing is, all in this story are hurt, and suffering, doing their best, especially the little girl at four, falling off the swing and hurting herself, and going to cry and her mum looking at her from a distance and staring, but not moving or expressing what is going on, in this child’s mind, she is on her own now……..
Many things occur when we are young, things which effect us, most of us unconsciously our whole lives, story; his or hers, playing out again and again, through ancestors like a curse. Sexual abuse, physical abuse, emotional abuse, usually being silenced, mostly the women, because in our society, the feminine is weak and should not be heard, she should be submissive. But this is all changing, each day more and more women and men, speak up of the results in their reality of the wrongs being done in this world, because of the ego driven, thinking priority conscious masses, who have been put in a trap, a reoccurring hell to some.
I could say #metoo, yes, as a child – memories suppressed from the boy next store touching me and than someone seeing and the guilt of society being forced into that child, like they are bad, they did something wrong – as an adult – leaving my body, after he didn’t stop when I said no many times, he didn’t even think he did anything wrong, like I owed him. – it’s ingrained deep, the game of duality, of suppress the goddess, the wisdom, the darkness, the power of the womb, they say she is weak, but they also fear her, truth and her power, if she ever realizes it and how it will effect them, their actions, behavior and oh how they might have to wake up and actually change.
But this isn’t for me, this is for the feminine everywhere. Now at nearly 30 years of age, after again putting the boy first, flying half way across the world, to be with someone, who I never met, but my intuition guided me here. For what? After a few months in separate rooms, the same story playing out again. Is is His-story? Her-story? My story or yours? Is it any different? until we release these stories, send them love, share them with pride for the courage we have to be here, to go through the challenges, the pain and find the peace and light through the torture and darkness, that love usually gets us into. But is that really love? At first it always feels like love, you open your heart, feel the potential, feel the excitement, even as a conscious person, knowing you have done many years of self love and inner work, could you finally be done with all the abuse, unhealthy relationships and karma? and than, the same ancestral story, he closes off, he rejects you, as he rejects himself, and his inner god and goddess, the power of love, if real, is not for the faint of heart. The light will shine on your shadows, and most of us, tend to run from our shadows.
The signs of true love are all there, telepathy, synchronicity, deep love, care and desire to be united as one, you want the same things, you have had the same experiences, you feel so connected, and than……… The truth comes out, you are too this, or too that, and all the self sabotage comes to the surface, for both of you, you clash, and even when you have come to some space, integration and peace, their is still something missing. You go back to loving self, as a women, who puts nurturing others first. As the mother sex, the birthing, main care giving archetype. you have so much love, naturally you want to give it, but when that person is closed off afraid, in judgement and hurting, they have nothing to give you but their pain, which looks like all the reasons why you are not good enough, even if they really love you and want to be with you deep down. But this is the typical story. Sometimes, this plays out with the guy over giving and a hurt girl who can’t trust, who takes to feel healed and full, and never feels enough, and feels they have nothing to give, and closes off their heart, their life force and their potential for true intimacy and union.
Now I am sure most of you have been heart broken before, most of us associate love with pain, so we are closed, and then when the little love and attention shows up and we open a bit, we get addicted, burn it out, and get stuck in lust or fantasies of perfect and forever, to be hurt, betrayed or hit with the reality of how little we know how to honor and respect ourselves, as we haven’t often been taught to do this by anyone. And the cycle continues.
As I reflect over my much needed time in a room, to myself, in the nurturing country of Mexico, I move over these stories, of abandonment, rejection, abuse and pain, I wonder what would happen, if me opening my heart wasn’t attached to my perspective or desire and attachment for someone else to behave a certain way for me to be the loving person we naturally can be, all the time, starting with self. It is easy to create stories about how our pain is because of an outside force, someone else, something else, but us, but the truth is, when we close our heart off, which is a choice, we close off the wisdom the connection and our bliss, we close of the connection to mother nature, to our inner goddess and out true potential for happiness and real love.
I know it can be challenging to forgive, to stop blaming outside forces for these pains and feelings of not being safe inside us, but the pain is not from opening our hearts, it’s from expecting anyone else to be completely healed and healthy all the time, and are prepared to know how to treat us, better than we often treat ourselves. I see in my divine mirror the hurt and rejection of self, the way he negatively judges his body, not living up to the expectations of society, taking on the karmic pattern of his father, being judgmental of women and their bodies, feeling disconnected from his divine inner goddess, as his dad judged his mum, and other women, from the programming he too received, as he than takes of the ancestral karma, being focused and stuck in the five senses of this 3d plane, when we really are multidimensional beings. As my dad judged my mums body, and physically hurt her from his pain, as I have seen in my great great grandfather doing the same to my great great grandmother, as my beloved soul mirror, tries to point out to me that my face doesn’t look how he wants it too and how the photos I take of myself are misleading to the other angles of how I look in his eyes, crying out for love, and to open his heart, as he throws nasty words of judgement and shame onto me, from his wounded inner child, and what it was told……
But NOW, we can see it, we can see the patterns, the stories. The past, the future need not look so dull, sharp and harsh. We can choose to open our hearts, to forgive, to have compassion, as a women, we can be the leader, we can open to the goddess first, speak our truth, out the victim in us and rise into out natural state of freedom, and into out inner unity with the divine in our hearts. The choice is yours, I see you, I hear you, I love you, I honor you, I thank you, for being here, to help clear this mess up, clean our smudged view and create the new path for our future and our children and theirs.
After a very emotional trigger from sexual abuse (but the time triggered was from a lover) I channeled this>>>>>>> for those everywhere who are here to feel and be reborn.
You lay there,
lump in your throat.
Wanting to cry.
Your soul leaving,
He is looking at,
But he doesn’t see,
Eyes full of want.
For a taste,
he thinks he deserves.
he thinks is his,
You said no,
hear a word you,
Left to decay,
to share this,
How could you,
let this happen.
Why did you,
Don’t you love yourself?
They tell you,
they like you.
You are beautiful.
You want to believe,
If you aren’t,
what is your use?
Being a women,
if not to be used?
To be treated,
as a toy,
for their wants,
needs and desires.
the love gone.
True, care and devotion.
She is not adored.
What went so wrong.
Don’t they know her power?
Or do they want to,
use it for them self?
to other realms.
Taken from her.
She does not,
That is for them?
the creator of life,
the birth giver.
She is getting,
Ready to claim,
her rightful place.
But with love,
For those suffering,
cutting off their love.
Harming out of program.
They harm themselves too.
They hate themselves.
keep them trapped.
The cycle will end,
oh don’t you worry.
She is waking up.
Her power will,
not be taken.
Her voice silenced,
No need to be ready,
to be reborn.
In every women,
and those noble men.
Brave enough to,
the other part of self.
Our true divine nature.
The road back,
to inner harmony.
The time is now,
ready, to break free.
in you and,
the goddess in me.
The fires will burn,
the roars will ripple,
across the cosmos.
She has returned.
She is ready,
to be in her true,
Honored and worshiped.
explored with love,
You are ready.
Let those fires,
Let your voice be heard,
your glory seen.
Your gift be shared,
with those worthy,
for self divinity.
to wash away.
the pain of yesterday.
to feel the purification.
We will be reborn.
In our sources, love.
Breath in deep,
the life so true.
it’s almost through.
of all Earth’s pain,
the path to NEW.
of all suffering,
nothing less will do.
Cherish, your heart,
your divine you.
(c) 2017 Destiny Fae
A Symphony of Words
“Unleash the power within!!
Your powers lay dormant until you choose to unlock them, the key lies in your heart. Step into your authentic power and truth.
The DRAGON sleeps beneath, silently, still and surreal, the spiritual warrior and salvation of your inner light……
I am learning on my sacred path, to surrender to my infinite power, the light and the darkness, finding the gem in the sacred union within, the massive flow and dance between the many parts and poles of your self.
My inner fire is burning brightly, raising and purifying my many bodies, integrating and flowing, guiding me closer to spirit and my true potential.
FEMININE and MASCULINE embrace your inner flame, your roar, your truth and power, your FREEDOM, your infinite LOVE, SOUL and expansion.
I call to you, to that deep yearning within you, let your soul soar, be free, be you, allow yourself with no apologies, forgive yourself and others, come to peace, come to love, come to your heart and inner birth right.
Come with me on this journey back to UNITY, it begins within, we are the ones to save ourselves and the earth that loves and gives us life.” – Destiny Fae
Check out: Traveller Destiny – Xmas Magic – Power of YOU, Growth from the Journey, $1 a HUG, As the Phoenix rises from the Ashes: and Inspire Destiny – The Spider and the Moon: Ceremony/Tips on Signs, Divine Masc and Fem Rising, DREAM BIG – THINK BIG – LOVE BIG = 3 Manifesting Wows, New Earth NOW, Generosity and Giving, Caring Community, Our Time is NOW!!!
With Peace, Love and Light.
❤Namaste – Infinite blessings
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New Earth NOW:
Many would dispute the idea and claim that we are NOW in a “New Earth”. What has changed? What is new? Why do you think that? or you may say that is some “New Age” junk and I am crazy, let me explain myself:
I have been in a huge state of preparation, for the past several years, re awakening to my feelings, psychic abilities, gifts and taking a path of radical self love, travel and throwing myself in the deep end to grow. There has been many known things on this journey, mostly from inner knowing and experience, I have had since my youth (including dreams and visions), which has only gotten stronger. More and more experiences have begun to prove these knowings, from other people having experiences, research and science proving things with Quantum Mechanics and Physics and other more modern and universal sciences.
As I opened myself to more understanding and connection to “Source Creator/Spirit“, more messages came through me, visions and blue prints for “New Earth” a Utopian world, which we are getting closer to seeing. Our mothers vibrations are rising with ours, we will begin to see more and more of these “New Earth” energies and realities and we allow our inner world to become more new and pure, through raising our own vibrations, surrendering to the support we have, the new information and experiences on how to better us, in love and peace and how to be part of a more sustainable ways of life, in HARMONY with the spheres.
Our MOTHER, a great and caring being, GAIA is the HEART – Sacred Heart of our solar system. EARTH – HEART (Move the H to the beginning of “earth” and it is “heart”)
Ascendo Sphere: “When your heart and your earth will be one singular field, and not two opposites of the same dual coin, the promise of heaven will be fulfilled. That, beloved creators, was the original concept of heaven when you created it and put it in your DNA”
We are energy beings first and foremost, the rest is an illusion of matter. We are one and the same with GAIA, in a Macro and Microcosm, when we harmonious vibe with her, ALL become flowing in EASE and GRACE.
Our Collective Energy bodies and consciousness, collect in the Sun and we have our own inner “Central Sun” for our Power and warmth.
Check out some Prophecies for our time, here:
Link for Ancient/Lost civilisations:
New Earth Signs Article: 13 New Earth Signs in5d
Check out My Unity Vision
An Article on New Earth: New Earth Circle of Light
What Will Happen After January 28, 2017??? The Effects Of Yin Energy on Our Hearts
“The portals this month (1, 10,11,19 and 28 January) dates related to the fractal type circuits of purification and vibrational raising are doing to us a great decompression work that enables us to get out of the cave without getting blinded.
For sure the transition will not go unnoticed. We will enter the land of the HEART, an unfamiliar landscape to many and will trigger many healings linked to love and relationships (family, friendship, love) that will affect a large number of us.”
“New EARTH”: (Channelled Message) 7th December (By Destiny Fae)
NOW is the time, OUR TIME, NOW is ALL the time, NOW we are shifting, waking and moving faster, we have more power, resources, awareness and strength than ever before. WE have the knowing within our hearts, you feel the changes ALL around..
If you are for this please comment YES below (I am taking note for some new and current projects and want to know who is interested)
What can you do NOW?
What is your mission and life purpose?
How are you offering your gifts, service and self to this world?
Are you ready to be all that you are?
How can you be supported in your role?
What guidance or healing do you require?
ALL of this will be DONE and ANSWERED.
Will you give me some of your time? To share, to see, to shift your current perspective, to a world of magic, love, laughter and joy?
New is never really new, this new is old, very ancient, it is somewhat different but more evolved, as the cycles of perfection and circular nature of the universe passes through a time again of peace, of balance, of harmony, of restoration to unconditional love, to inner strength, to fun, play, to connection to all multidimensional realms, to all aspects of self in integration, through ALL above and below.
We need not force, fight, fix, but simply BE and allow our true presence and divinity to show, BE present and grounded in the truth of the moment, the NOW, where all power to shift, change and evolve exists.
You are amazing, powerful, ready, evolving, effortlessly. Remove the illusion of lack, for in the world unfolding in NEWness to what we know outside, the WISDOM and TRUTH from within us trickles out.
We will be BALANCED in our Masculine and Feminine, we will know, understand and embody unconditional LOVE, you will experience the feeling of being in UNITY and connectivity to ALL.
The honour and respect rises, to the Stone Nation, Plant Nation, Devic Nation, Elemental and Angelic Nations, to all the Hue-Man Nations of this EARTH, all the galactic Nations and Federations.
This Planet will be known as a Planet of FREEDOM, (please shift your disbelief and programs of old, for a brief moment to imagine), you inner child will be healed, your ego will feel integrated, ALL acceptance, LOVE and respect will exist within all, in the re-balanced, Harmony of the Spheres, Our Mother will return to her true form of beauty and GRACE.
We will reunite with our STARRY FAMILIES and Homes, we will remember our pasts, our infiniteness and DIVINITY…..
A land of plenty, laughter and joy. ALL things in unison creating and co creating in EASE and GRACE, for the greater of this PLANET/GODDESS mother GAIA and for the collective Galaxy and U-in-VERSE (Universe)……..
The Vibrations of our collected parts will rise, sing and feel euphoria, for our natural state of BeingNESS will be restored. (This is prophesied) – The EARTH will HEAL and RISE, as within we will be complete, our DNA restored and the imbalances will be cleansed and washed away. Our many bodies in BALANCE, and so the outer too.
We wont see separation in anything, We will know GODS love, the unconditional, inner and outer. Manifestation will happen rapidly, we will become to understand our origins, our TRUTH and Connecedness to GOD, the CREATOR the ALL. We will get along, we will work together for the greater collective.
Pain will not be a thing, disease will not be a thing, we will KNOW the cures, the ways to heal, WE will build, create and share amazingness and splendour, our ancestors will be heard, the lessons of past KARMA released, WE will know PEACE on EARTH again.
FREE from rage, from hate, from the false Duality…….
Seek within, your stillness, your truth,
FOR ALL things are of the same DIVINITY. ALL things equal in LOVE……
WE are all related…..
This YOU know inside….
The real YOU, your soul spark…
YOUR STARRY SELF……
Knows this vision. Knows the path we are ALL on….
(Do you share this vision??????)
– Sustainability in products, services, resources, relationships, actions and exchanges.
– Many Eco-Villiages and Communities
– Shared Ancient Wisdom and Knowledge.
– Empowered Education and training resources.
– New, Empowered, Creative, Fun and Transparent ways to exchange energy.
– Ways to PLAY and CREATE in balance, unity and sustainability with others.
– Healthy ways to connect, interact and support of one another.
– Health, Well being, Vitality accessible to ALL.
– Food, Water, Housing for everyone.
– Loving, Compassionate and Ethical business, Work and exchanges.
– Everyone doing things for the LOVE of it, and for the JOY of it.
– Support of the EARTH and ALL beings inhabited.
(Projects, Education, Resources to do this already exist for all of the above and will soon grow and trickle to everywhere)
= Allow connection and collaboration of all resources, ideas, gifts, services and come together.
= Choose your HEART.
= Release the FEAR.
= EMBRACE your Uniqueness
= JOIN a movement, mission, a community, a collective of creation for NEW EARTH.
= Be Present to NOW.
= Feel, BE, LOVE, open your inner EYE.
= Visualize and FEEL this TRUTH.
((((If you are for this please comment YES below (I am taking note for some new and current projects and want to know who is interested))))
“We are the midwifes- The NEW EARTH is being BORN within US ALL.” – Cynthia Jauch
So much gratitude for you ALL from the depths of my BEING to yours, my sacred and beloved relations.
On New Years eve I Grounded “New Earth” energies with my quantum selves (and I am sure many others), in meditation at Mount Shasta California (Earth Chakra Vortex and Connection to Hawaii and Lemuria), through massive guidance I went up the mountain before midnight and the year crossed over. In meditation I was shown a Crystal Castle and Rainbow Bridge, I beleive it was to Agartha.
HAPPY #NEWEARTH #2017 – A 1 Year for Oneness and Unity
Ma halo – Ma halo – Ma halo
I want to see you truth, your shine and your rawness.
WE ARE in the NEW EARTH now, let yourself feel it please.
We are ONE, we are LOVE, we are NEW, we are the NOW, we are the “New Earth”. – Cynthia Jauch
We are the PHOENIX risen from the ashes.
A few months ago the newness and awe I felt for life and adventure:
“Never hide your inner brilliance, bliss, freedom, fun and innocence. Each new day is a rising from the ashes” – Cynthia Jauch
We are transforming each new moment.
Magic is in every moment..
To the beginning of a wonderful and peaceful cycle of “New Earth” 2017.
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we offer a central networking platform to all people to support the creation and development of sustainable, conscious communities and community initiatives, and invite people to join our global family of sovereign men, women, communities and nations”
“TOGETHER WE CAN EMPOWER
The world has woken up, GAIA has woken us up, we are rising in vibration we are now in the PHOENIX age and a Golden DAWN coming to be United and Soon to be 1000 years of PEACE, which has been prophesied by our ancestors. I am bringing together festival creators for a global Unity Festival Event this year and I am creating a Documentary “Inspire Unity” premiering at these festivals in September. The MOVEMENT.
Check out: Traveller Destiny – Growth from the Journey, $1 a HUG, As the Phoenix rises from the Ashes: , The Time has Come and Inspire Destiny – Generosity and Giving, Caring Community, Our Time is NOW!!!
With Peace, Love and Light.
Namaste – Infinite blessings
Our Time is NOW!!!
This morning…. I had a dream in a mildly lucid and half-awake state; it was almost a command to me to do something. I was writing and expressing an understanding of something, it was about urging people NOW, to wake up. To realize their innate divinity within and to start coming together in UNITY in any way which they CAN. To express and share my story and message to set a tone and cue for anyone waiting to be given this permission to be brighter and to let their sparkle shine. There was an immense urgency in this dream, it never left when I awoke, thoughts of the pending planetary shifts with Super Moons, Orionid meteor shower and us easing closer to the center of the galaxy, such tension building for so much, and uploads of energy. It is never been more important to stand in your sovereignty and unity, be you and let your amazing self shine. It is the eve of the Rare Aries Super Moon promising lots of changes. If you are reading this, I know there is an important reason for it.
I am not begging although I feel I should be, I feel the pain of the people, the animals, to inner battles, the death, the toxins everywhere, I travel the world, I see it, there is such amazingness and then such destruction. The reality is, the destruction outside us is allowed to exist in abundance because we are letting it win the battle within us. We are looking outside ourselves, for distractions, for love, for safety, for protection and salvation. We only need to be saved from US, from the victimization of not stepping into our true and glorious divine birth right, to choose to create and be abundant, to allow the shackles to fall. I might sound righteous or preachy, that is OK, for within me I fight my own battle and know from my own inner work, that when I turn the light on within and I let my trueness and brilliance shine without fear, it awakens and affects another part of my external reality. For within us exists everything reflecting outside of us, as we transmute the suffering or negatives within, or find peace and integration for them, we become more unified, we marry within us, out masculine and feminine poles, we harmonize with the cosmos and the god and spirit within our worldly temple of the body.
“We are letting it win the battle within us”
So again I urge you to let your true and complete worthiness and special gifts shine, see the both poles, however good or bad you may view them, allow them and love them, let them be part of you as a whole, acceptance and love within of every part is the most profound and fastest way to transcending a perceived threat, attack or pain you believe to come from outside of you. We each harm ourselves much more within the confines of our own mind. We aren’t limited from outside, we have become limited from within us, to the understanding of allowing ourselves to be part of all that exists, to observe and allow, for who does not have imperfections to be righteous enough to judge another. For when we begin to see the ways in which we can love and serve more to us and then to the world, we can feel liberation of the fears and challenges of the external world.
“Create the you, who you wish to become, for all personality and looks are changeable, not for others, but for you.” – Cynthia Jauch
We are never defined by others views, prejudice, our society or our past experience and choices, at any given moment, when we choose the NOW we can make new choices, we can re define us at any moment. Who do you want to be? What do you want to do? What do you want to have?
Allow your true nature from within, your pure essence of love and unity to present it self, to guide you, to protect you, to nurture you and love you. Infinite bliss and pure creation is your birth right, you can re create and change and evolve, you can choose always in the NOW. To grow and evolve and see peace, harmony and balance.
Please realize your major creative and transformation ability, you have infinite potential, allow and embrace your magnificent beauty and balance of unity within you. Love and be for you, be your truest and most joyous you. Shed the pain and the illusion of suffering, observe the false you and breathe into the discomfort of releasing the synthetic to allow for integration and completion within and inner peace to return of unconditional love.
We can change the world we think we see, from within our temple. I know this is a nice thought and until you have your own experience of what I am referring to, it will be a challenge to really know and understand what I say, even if it sounds honest and makes sense. There have always been struggles in this world, through history, the battle of Kings, the battle of Sexes, the battle of Religions and Nations. But really we all hold this battle in our thoughts, souls, DNA and when we choose to let the battle fade away within us, then we can really embrace peace and harmony within our vessel and then be a catalyst for its manifestation in the world around us. NOW on the earth with all the apparent WAR threats and injustice, with the illusions and things seeming DOOM and GLOOM we hold the power within each of us to make a change, to be the change, to let fear sit in the back seat and be our best, to share our golden gifts, to serve in us and share outside, to be a leading light and pillar of BALANCE and UNITY in the world.
I am currently heading to Dakota in America, on a long mission and Pilgrimage, I have created a Gofundme campaign to allow for more resources to this base of the earth, there are Natives from all over the world gathering to stop the Construction of an Access Pipeline under the Dakota land and water, there are those of Dakota, Lakota and more, as well as people all over the world like myself coming together. To do my part it starts within me, to connect to my mission, my heart, to know my purpose and shine my light wherever I go. My mum was a great women, she daily asked what Jesus would do, a true legend, giving in every way she could every day, as I am her daughter I promised on her deathbed that I would live my life the same way, going wherever somewhere needed help, support, love, connection and guidance. My life has transformed since my mother passed on and I feel even still closer to her NOW, I know she had a grand mission to be that guiding light of love, to be the example for me to see happy, brave and loving single women, in the world reaching every soul she could. I am so grateful each and every day for my beautiful mother’s example, to be the light in the world. Below is a mass realization I had about something I felt I needed to change within, after my dream this morning, I felt I needed to take some time out for me to process a lot of what is happening in my life and the world and how I can better be a part of the positive future I can see and feel within my heart. I am in awe and thanks to each and every soul who crossed my path, preparing me and leading me to the place I am right now, feeling confident and courageous to be who I am and to not fear to be my brightest and lightest in the world. Please shine your light, within and let the love within you wash away all your pain and imbalance and be a bigger part of the masterpiece of life that you were born to be. Be all that you are!!!
“Sometimes when we shine brightly, it triggers many around us. They might see it as bad, but really you are doing them a favor. Don’t take on the trigger for you. Bless them and let their triggers go, as you have released your own.” – Cynthia Jauch
In a world full of suppression, a lot of the things that are coming out now are the things to be purged and released, both in us and others. Things can only be hidden and pushed down for so long, before they come out to be cleansed and released. Be your true self, don’t worry if others stuff comes up, protect yourself with your loving heart and rainbow. Hold your energy within your heart of the spiritual warrior.
Letting our hearts beat and vibe out to the world, like a ripple to cleanse and brighten. At first people won’t know how to respond, but the seed planted will allow them to let go, face their fears in time, surrender and find the love and truth within themselves.
You are hear to be a light, a warrior, a rainbow soul, a leader, a guardian, to be your best and to not let anyone inner struggles be a reason to doubt you and all you hold within right now, to shine, to rise and to feel joy and peace.
BE the trigger, BE the rainbow, BE the ripple of newness, BE YOU! as true and beautiful as you are. It is the greatest gift you can give to yourself and the rest of the U- in – verse.
**That moment** when you are emotional and looking through photos of your mum and then, like a tonne of bricks a realization hits you:
About your Grandad, Father, Brother, Past Relationships and inner Masculine and how it has been playing out this cosmic duality battle ingrained in your DNA and inner pattern.
My inner masculine has been so disrespectful to my inner feminine, not letting her be sensitive and intuitive and be treated right by others for her nurturing and giving heart.
I have thought of this on a surface level, but after a deep meditation this morning, the actual seeing of all the patterns and physical playing out of this from within me was immense, I am feeling so happy and balanced NOW and have been able to effortlessly forgive my inner masculine and all those lovely souls outside me who physically played out this inner energetic imbalance.
I am grateful and forgive all those men who hurt me and took advantage of me, just giving me an opportunity to see what I was really doing inside. WOW! New things coming, new balance, new awareness, new peace and deeper inner love.
#awareness #balance #divinebalance #masculineandfemininebalance #polaritytounity #innerunity
If you want inner peace, or guidance check out some of these posts I have written:
10 Greatest Lessons from Adversity, Respecting Your Sacred Temple, Inner Strengths, The POWERful MIND: 3 Keys, Sex, Love and New Paradigm Union, Caring Community, . The Art of Learning!, Self Loved Up
A Poem for a world needing us to Love unconditionally and Unite as one for ALL.
World in Chaos:
Fear, hate, pain..
Crying babies, it’s insane.
As we rise, we heal.
Within, we move the seal.
Opening to our potential,
creating a heaven, here.
Don’t look out.
Don’t hate what you see.
a torturous grief.
The sun will rise,
a new day.
Chance to ease,
an inner fray.
Use the time,
in peaceful contemplation.
We hold the power and the key,
For global harmony.
Take off your glasses,
the horror struck tint.
Our inner journey,
knows the way.
Create a unity, within.
Running will, further this,
Must we keep,
such unnecessary hassle.
Please my family,
find some inner peace,
take off the illusion of shackles,
Look up to a new dawn,
Beginning within you NOW.
It all starts in your heart.
The old will rise,
Allow a rising of 4th to 5th.
Transcending the denseness,
of 3rd, fallen rift.
Look up and smile,
a connection always present.
Eternal in your, temple.
Find your truth, the real you soon.
I know within,
we can all win.
Sovereign being, so magnificent.
Reclaim your creative, right,
Gaia calls us,
her children of light.
to all take flight.
Move beyond the chaos,
We can create, and let it disappear.
© 2016 Cynthia Jauch
A Symphony of Words
With Peace, Love and Light.
Namaste – Infinite blessings
Sex, Love and New Paradigm Union:
#newparadigm #maleandfemalebalance #sexualunion #createsomethingnew #createwhatyoursoulwants #knowwhatyouwant #beworthyofmore #consciousnessexpands
I think the old paradigm male/female connection and synthetic and ego relationships needs to be shed, it doesn’t suit most people (hence all the: fights, gender battles, abuse and cheating) but most people don’t question it to create something new.
I now will only enter into a Sacred Soul Union with someone, and only engage in Sacred Sex.
But I now know what I want with clarity.
I couldn’t get it before I knew of the opposite. All my actions will be aligned to only accepting these things into my world as possibilities.
Get Clear, Learn what you don’t want, Labels of the old and common way don’t work for most people.
We are worth the joy, bliss, expansion, infinite and unconditional love.
A lot of stigma comes along with the titles of girlfriend, marriage and relationship, this will affect you and the other person you verbally and/or written contract with for connection. Does this serve your highest good? Or is it what we have been told is the only way to connect, engage and be intimate with another person?
There is always choices and we have the power to create our lives and ourselves in any way we choose. Who are we really?
I choose unconditional love, freedom, sacred and divine deep connection, total respect, expression and conscious expansion and growth with any other person I decide to merge my soul with.
I urge if only to think about this, for a little while and ask yourself why you want so badly to follow a tradition that limits you, makes you owned, makes you wish to resist, creates conflict, a potential for hurt and betrayal, devalues your infinite soul and sacred temple and makes you feel guilted into it.
Sex and relationships are not even about love anymore, they become about what people can get, through finances, things, kids, time, gifts, attention and validation of them as to feel like they are worthy to exist and be loved. But we all are worthy.
Love begins within and you won’t be happy and truly connected to another soul or being until you learn to do it within yourself.
Now I am not saying don’t get married if you wish to, but from the things I have learnt of observing myself, my ego, my insecurities, doing massive healing on all levels, self love and dream therapy work I have started to see where a new way can be needed for me. The old does not fulfil me and what my soul is craving for.
The final decider to share my new clarity on what I really want in a connection and partnership with someone has come after having four and a half years mostly single and for nearly two years of that time I was celibate as I was unable to climax after some time in a relationship and not feeling trust or intimacy. I was in the normal relationships from the age of 17-24 all but about 5 months of my adult life was I free to be me, learn about me and do what I wanted. I always ended up bored and feeling trapped and like I had lost myself to the other person and their needs and wants, which was always a choice. But after a 5 year relationship that ended and I left with hardly anything after working for 4 years at a job I hated in order to make a family home and have a fair relationship, I was angry and I realized while in India several years later, all the daddy issues come up, but it wasn’t just my daddy, it was the masculine energy, I had mutated my own masculine and shunned it, and any male to me was untrustworthy and would break my heart after getting my trust or use me for sex, which I was usually very clever to avoid.
After hitch hiking around Australia in April, I was more aware of myself and my sexuality and desires, I was more balanced in both energies, I had learned to become vulnerable and intuitive and nurturing and also powerful, creative, protective and supportive. I was falsely led into a guy’s place under the pretenses that he liked me, he appeared to be a spiritual guy wanting to be genuine. I fell for a lie, he then proceeded to manipulate me and kicked me out of his bed after saying he can’t offer me more than sex, he spent hours seeming uninterested after I arrived and I was happy to just hang out. But then when he kissed me and stopped and said “I can’t offer you more.” I was confused, for one I didn’t know him that well, so I was silly to be there in the first place, but we had met before and had many mutual spiritual and kind friends. After I said I was ok either way, since I was actually tired and just wanted to go to sleep, he said I will set up the couch for you. I was shocked and started thinking “Oh my god, no one has ever thrown me out of their bed”, but it got worse, he than text me and told me to come back, I said no and after many messages he came and grabbed my hand and took me outside with a blanket to have sex under the stars, I felt shocked and I didn’t stop him. Why? and than while we were having sex, I realized something in my new awareness. I wasn’t in my body, I actually realized I am not usually in my body, I start making noises and they think I am enjoying myself, but I total disassociate not feeling intimacy or connection of the soul level, my soul protected me.
On some level this was sexual abuse, how ever I learnt something and I will not go into pressing charges, I am happy to raise awareness for other men and women who have been manipulated like this as I know many have, but the issues for this goes much deeper. Some people see this as OK, that this is the norm and our culture, so many fear commitment, when really they just want Soul Mate or our Twin Flame and don’t know how to go about it, or creating true intimate and soul connections. We are not taught how to connect to ourselves, we are taught to feel guilty about sex, sensuality and connection. How wrong is this? For our first desires as children on learning to connect is naturally and primitively a sexual urge for connection of the soul, for deep pleasure and feeling of protection, nurture and transcendance of the physical body. It is not wrong. The warped collective view of connection, and companionship and community is way unbalanced and rigid.
Even as children we get conditioned to feel love conditionally from our parents, teachers and adults, as that is what they know. Real love is unconditional, no limits, boundaries are beneficial for growth and clarity, but love shouldn’t be the result of being something specific or doing something specific, or even more what relationship or title a person has in relation to you. Someone you just met deserves unconditional love as much as a partner, relative or close friend. Love only has limits when we believe in a lie, which limits its true power and creative and transcending potential. We are all worthy of joy, peace, love and passion in abundance. But we must first question what we have been taught and be prepared to think for ourselves and our choices for what fuels our soul and our best intentions for growth, well-being and fulfilment.
After this above interaction occurred, I changed dramatically, I had realized where I had changed something in me to become more female and submissive, but it was imbalanced to my masculine to protect me and empower me. I decided after that I wanted a relationship but not a normal one and soon after I was getting premonitions of an amazing kiss, I had it every few weeks, like it was happening in real life, I couldn’t see anyone though. I noticed a new friend on facebook not long after this, Jc, a seemingly spiritual guy with mutual friends, I tuned in and there was a massive attraction. I will not tell the whole story but me and Jc met and before we did, we knew each other, not from chatting but on a soul level. We were in a relationship after the second time we met, I was set to go overseas for 6 months, which was part of my spiritual journey and this had thrown a huge spanner in the works, nothing flowed for me to leave. Me and Jc hadn’t even kissed before we were in a relationship, he was very shy and the first time we kissed was after 30 minutes of soul gazing, nothing else existed, I was flowing out so much poetry and we were so in love. But the feeling of resistance and the title what felt like chains to me got in the way. Not long after my dad kicked me out of his place, I had been staying there before heading overseas for 6 months. So kindly Jc offered for me to stay at his, we had only met 5 weeks prior and for me this was a huge rush, I was so freaked out feeling it was going to ruin everything.
All others show us ourselves, or parts of us, they will trigger our wounds, and as we learn to reflect and take more responsibility for our sovereignty, we begin to feel empowered to make choices for our highest good and then we can show up more authentic to everything in our lives and speak our truth, face our fears, have faith in the unknown and risk it big and get the rewards.
I am sad to say but as of yesterday me and him are now extremely close friends, we grew so much the past 6 weeks of our official partnership, I strived to not use terms like girlfriend and boyfriend as I know words hold vibration and I wanted something new, this thing we had, this connection was different. Other worldly, and I have been in love before, even love at first sight. In the past 24 hours after we have gone our separate ways we have gotten even closer without the weight of the status looming over us. We will remain close friends and I am going overseas, the means to leave have showed up just in time. Perhaps once more healing occurs in both of the divine masculine and feminine we could maybe engage in a soul union but we felt that 6 years of experiences passed through us in mere 6 weeks. The immense growth and transformation we have both had and I feel the potential would have been even more without the dense structure and labels of society’s ideal of life and companionship. All my past stuff came up and as it did I learnt where I projected my old view of what the perfect women should be in a relationship, it wasn’t me, it wasn’t real and it most certainly wasn’t sustainable. I was drained and felt unfulfilled, I know all the circumstances unfolded as they should, for me to learn and share this. There was many things at play, things which kept me feeling trapped and drained and stuck in an unnatural flow of being, to think I needed it to connect and unite with another soul. But we don’t.
Right before me and Jc agreed to be a couple I was frustrated, as I was about to go overseas and I didn’t know where I stood, I felt his energy change in preparation for me leaving and I confronted him, I then post on facebook these 11 tips for conscious dating , which I had learned over the past four and a half years of being single and searching for what I was really looking for. He saw it and messaged me about it, we took things virtually to the I love you stage and had only hugged twice and held hands, but a few days later we were on facebook officially a couple and I had a bad and trapping feeling about the title, even though I thought he knew my views, I allowed it and all that was to follow. I wanted infinite and deep soul connection, not mundane and purely physical and emotional responsibility to another and all the dramas that follow that.
If you are single, married, or coupled, ask yourself why are you with someone? What is the connection for? Could you be more fulfilled? Is it within you or is it in the restriction and resistance to an outdated view of connection, intimacy and companionship.
“Real love is not about labels and ownership. It’s about letting the infinite and pure creative force expand without limitations.” – Cynthia Jauch
In a world of labels, critics, definitions, political correctness, diagnosis and major logic it is easy to get stuck in a box, but that is not where we or love belongs. Love is naturally unconditional, why place restrictions on that which is infinite and perfect.
With our titles and explanations, we limit our potential for growth and expansion, for freedom, we have become accustomed to this, through experience from our youth. We can change, we can leap out of the boxes, re define what it means to love and be loved. Not need an ego gratification of an illusion of proof and forever. Love is infinite, people in our lives change. It is good. Learn to trust and love yourself. Than you will not feel trapped and confined by the labels, past energy of our ancestors and the vibration of the labels.
We can choose our essence and our magical life, we don’t need to be owned to feel love, we don’t need to be told we are taken care of, if we have faith we know we always are. Release your insecurity of the need to know for certain and to have someone forever, we are all connected and one.
With Peace, Love and Light.
Namaste – Infinite blessings
What role do we play in our community?
I have always had plans and ideas to connect people and create fun and exciting get togethers, for like-minded people. As we grow up we crave connection and to fit in, sometimes in fear of rejection we close off or become judgemental, but as group species we require love and community to thrive. We all have our great skills and abilities and coming together with others to share and create is so fulfilling. There are always people needed for volunteering, for different charities, for people to talk to, for our ability to be more in service and humble.
I frequently ask myself how I can make a contribution to my community or a social or global problem, how can many amazing people coming together not achieve greatness and growth. I have started sharing more people with each other through my own contacts and feel a sense of community globally, fortunately I have been able to make some amazing and like-minded friends all over the world. The internet and travel has made this very easy, skyping and facebook, for business and communication. We can all contribute in some way to the groups we are a part of, we all have value to share, either words, actions, knowledge, creative gifts, kind words, an ear to listen, experiences to share.
As I embark on new journeys to connect more people globally and see a vision of a positive and united world, the focus on connection, family, health and community is so strong. It is natural within my star signs to have this drive to connect others and to create platforms for people to connect and grow together. For me I am doing this through online programs, community groups, hugs events, global connections and collaborations, sharing with people, connecting people, sharing my story, knowledge and experience, services for growth, contributing to other causes, volunteering and donations. We all have so much to offer and when we allow ourselves to be present to what we can give and not just what we receive, our capacity to receive grows, we feel gratitude and we can feel humble and fulfilled in new ways.
As the world gets more challenging with Laws, Separation of people and nations, Judgement and Stigma, we each hold a responsibility for our future, our youth and those of the future generations. If we are not part of the solution, we become part of the problem. Whatever is close to your heart, reach out to it, align to a path of passion, conviction, making a difference, connection and peace.
If you are not doing something already to contribute to a community, either online or in person, near or far, I encourage it, to feel connected. So many studies have shown that when we join a group of people to make a difference, help the less fortunate, create a movement, do something meaningful together, it raises happiness, connection and collectively makes a great impact socially and globally. We will also feel more fulfilled and a sense of purpose and meaning in our lives, we can create greater bonds with people and this lowers the chance of burn out, illness, mental health challenges and overall improves the quality of life. Have a look online for things in your area, facebook groups or meetups for like-minded people getting together to make the difference you are passionate about, allowing you to grow your skills, feel connected and like you are contributing to a legacy or greater tomorrow. I also have some communities below that I recommend if you are interested.
With love, peace and light.
Namaste – Infinite blessings
Illumination – Inspiration comes from bizarre places at times, so I was randomly hit and inspired to write about this topic right now. I love the discussion and experience in becoming lit up and lighter, to rise higher in consciousness, physically and in my growth. My inspiration today was in the sense of enlightenment, how it begins, how it progresses, how we can understand and define it. Through all consciousness there is a process of ascending and growth, a point of realization to something more to aspire, a connection of the unknown to be known.
Google definition: illumination
2.the art of illuminating a manuscript.
3.clarification.“these books form the most sustained analysis and illumination of the subject”
I am curious of your understanding and experience with illumination? Have you thought much on the topic?
Do you think philosophically when you see a light going on and off? questioning how it works?
The illumination of the moon, the stars and the sun? the heat and speed of light?
Do you wonder when you see lightning racing across the sky?
To me I sense a desire towards the illumination of the mind, a memory of what lies within the unconscious, being brought to light, to the conscious mind for utilisation. This is almost something I become addicted to, piecing together the puzzle of my mind, memories and distant times of history, parts of a collective hive of life, in all cycles and processes, a perfect pattern and moving to new and magnificent heights.
I often aspire to grow rapidly and raise the bar ever so high to understand even the most complex things in life, to create solutions and see a greater world and self. As I wonder and desire new things become my norm, new people, understanding and opportunities to grow, evolve and thrive in life. Simplicity in the most brutal can be so genius to create and adapt.
On my own journey to discover more enlightenment, there has been false flags along the way, it gives us the opportunity to look deeper within us and trust our intuition and guiding compass, using discernment as our truth radar. We all hold such amazing capacity for love, creation, solution, discovery and inner peace, the path is different for us all but always starts with going with in and reflecting on what is really us and what is really true for us. Rather than letting others decide what is right and wrong and allowed for us and our lives.
I found this awesome video on Enlightenment Thinkers (Time Period):
This video got me thinking about how we are being controlled and restricted and puppeted, but when we question and allow ourselves to embrace our sovereignty and believe we can change and improve, as a collective we can grow and move through this power struggle and suffocation.
As we grow in ourselves and it affects our families, friends, children and community, we enable ourselves to choose a progression and a way for freedom and individuality, for safety, protection, sustainable, peace and sustenance for thriving in ourselves and our lives.
Here are some links with info on the people mentioned in the video:
I hope there is something meaningful for you in this post and you enjoy the information. I enjoyed learning more and sharing this with you all. Much Gratitude.
With love, peace and light.