I’m in a tour group overseas and I’ve never felt so out of place. I’m the eldest and don’t drink. The people are wonderful but I keep getting this feeling like I’m interrupting or being a drag. Still enjoying the hell out of myself.
This has really got me thinking, I’ve never felt the most comfortable in large groups. I’m always better one on one when everyone is more honest and comfortable.
I had to stop and think am I just being silly and insecure. Sometimes our thoughts and fears take on a life of there own and make negatives a reality, we can attract what we are fearing.
So I decided I wasn’t going to worry, who cares if I’m different and don’t fit in. Everyone is different in their own way and these people are still great. So I mentally stopped worrying if something was wrong with me or judging them and let it all go.
Because, I’m me and that’s wonderful.
And I do actually like being unique and standing up and representing being real and celebrating myself.